Excruciating Suffering: A Personal Fight Against the Puzzling Suffering of Cluster Headaches
It began on a gloomy weekday morning in the autumn of 2016. I was working as a teacher, trying to settle a new group of students, when a sudden pain sprang behind my right eye. It was followed by quick shocks, similar to lightning bolts. As each class came and went, the pain eased and then returned with greater force. Multiple times that day I handed over a teaching assistant with activities and hurried to the school bathroom to soak my face with cold water. I tried aspirin, but the agony remained unrelenting.
The headaches appeared frequently that autumn, and again in spring, soon establishing an annual pattern. September and October were the worst, then the late winter. I could anticipate the pattern: aura in the shower, early twinges on the train, full-blown pain in class by 9.30am. In late 2019, a GP finally referred me to a specialist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headaches.
Cluster headaches typically begin with intense pain behind a single eye that persists up to several hours.
About one in 1,000 individuals suffer by the condition, and men are more often affected. Cluster headaches typically begin with sudden, severe pain around one eye that reaches its peak within minutes and continues for up to three hours. Episodes occur in cycles, daily or several times a day, and are accompanied by red or watery eyes, drooping eyelids or face sweating. There exists the episodic form, which occurs in periodic bouts; others have continuous attacks, characterized by the absence of extended symptom-free periods.
What unites sufferers is the severity. One study scored the pain at 9.7 out of 10, more severe than broken bones or pancreatitis. A separate discovered a significant percentage of cluster headache patients experienced suicidal thoughts during bouts; the number dropped to four percent when they were not in pain.
One patient, 74, a long-term patient from Pembrokeshire, isn't surprised. Her episodes started when she was two. “I would hurl myself on the ground and hit my head. That was attributed to being a difficult child,” she says. Her symptoms deteriorated through her youth. Drinking in her teens, like several triggers, made things worse. After having alcohol at her graduation party, she remembers hardly being able to see on the transport home.
Her relatives often interpreted her episodes as intoxicated behavior. Understanding eventually came from her parent and then from her husband, her spouse. “I was very lucky to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs found clerical work after relocating, but often hid her illness. She was dismissed from one job, in part due to time off during attacks. Her breakthrough identification came in the early 2000s at a specialist neurology center.
Nevertheless, the inability to organize daily activities around unpredictable pain took its toll. She particularly hated being unable to plan social events, being seen as flaky as a colleague, and even having to be cared for by her family during the incapacitation caused by the most severe episodes. “It robs you of the small liberties we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She recalls obtaining tickets for a major concert, only to have an episode inside a facility.
Headaches have been documented across history. “The earliest account of headache comes by way of the ancient civilizations in antiquity,” write experts in a book on the subject. They attributed the ailment to an evil entity who attacked his sufferers' heads.
Historical medical texts suggest bizarre treatments for what modern observers would classify as a migraine. In the medieval times, migraine was identified as a distinct condition, with treatments including herbal concoctions to other, more superstitious remedies.
It was a Dutch doctor who provided the initial comprehensive description of a cluster-type attack. In his writings, he describes a patient “suffering with a very intense headache occurring and vanishing each day at specific hours”.
The disorder were only formally recognised by global headache committees in 1988. From the mid-20th century to the late 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a problem with a key blood vessel which delivers blood to the brain. Prominent experts in treating the condition note this.
In the late 1990s, researchers published the results of a study for which they had induced cluster headaches in patients and observed the attacks in a brain scanner. The data, published in a major medical publication, showed increased activity of the hypothalamus, which is responsible for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in discomfort, and a deactivation when they recovered.
In spite of such progress, diagnosis remains delayed. Jamie Charteris's symptoms started in the 1980s and felt like “a balloon being inflated behind my left eye”. Doctors thought he had sinus problems; he had multiple surgeries before finally being correctly identified in recently, after a doctor researched his symptoms.
Specialists say wait times in diagnosing and treatment happen because patients are seldom seen mid-attack. “You're exhausted and depressed, but not in agony,” a doctor says. He proceeds by eliminating other common head pain conditions, such as migraine, before confirming the disorder. A detailed history is crucial: on which side do symptoms occur? For how much time? What season? Are there triggers, such as alcohol? Specific features such as redness, sagging eyelids and stuffy nose help verify cluster headaches. Once identified, patients may be referred to dedicated clinics. But a lot of first go to emergency rooms or are given inadequate therapies.
Dorothy Chapman, 78, has experienced the condition for most of her adult life, although she hasn't had an episode since 2016. When she was in her 20s, she had her molars extracted because dental professionals misunderstood her pain. She believes dentists still need greater education. When a sufferer sought help from a support group, it was she who responded. I remember calling a helpline during an attack in early 2021; a calm advisor guided them through oxygen therapy and drugs until the episode passed.
Official guidelines on treatment advise that sufferers are offered high-flow oxygen and/or a specific medication administered by injection. No tablets or opioids should be used. Prophylactic choices include a blood pressure medication, which apparently helps manage the attacks of some people.
But leading specialists argue the guidance need updating to reflect a more defined treatment pathway and help GPs avoid incorrect prescriptions. For episodic patients, timing is everything: “The duration of the bout determines the treatment.” Brief bouts with infrequent attacks are handled with abortive therapy only. More prolonged or more severe periods require preventative medications such as verapamil, sometimes combined with corticosteroids. Many patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a bout – an injection into the area of the head where the pain is that reduces nerve signals.
The official guidance need revising to reflect a